Saturday..
it spells like this..
S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y~ xD
(sry..i m bored..dunno want to write wad = =)
thx dear holy..
thx for your blueberry cake.x) love it..haha
thx to your mum.=) happy birthday to her..hehe
thx dear ling..
staying wif you can make myself high.x)
today d physic tuition only 1 hour ork..
caz we all lazy to go tuition.xD
siew kuan no come to skul
then hsin yee, yunzi, yanru.
u all lazy liao lork..xD ( ok la..me too..hehe)
another 1 hour..
jus walked around the skul moodless
i went to find my society d board..
i m so dai bi = =
sui bian la.. i always so dai bi d x)
then i aso went to see his society d board
saw him in those pics
and saw her too..xD
so xian mu both of them can so rapat.x)
a little bit envy in my heart.
but all i could do is to tell myself
"ru, tht's not your things and u cant own them..so, u mus not grab it."
followed by a deep exhale..
i have burried my feelings to him.
good job, ru..
do not let it disturb your emotions till the end of the exam..=)
watch this video.x)
the woman is so talented..
Kseniya Simonova - Sand Animation (Україна має талант / Ukraine's Got Talent)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
25th SEPTEMBER 2009
i passed my day as usual..
woke up, brushed my teeth n bathed..
ate..slept..talked..breathed.and lalalalala..
during PE..
holy and i decided to take the test once more
as the results, we still failed in tht test..
>< sry dear..
i still failed to catch your balls.. it's all my mistake..><
after skul, went to library as normal schedule i have planned
walking up the staircases towards the library
and walked to the seat in front of guo yi..
and..sat down..
my sis sat beside me..
(guo yi said she does not look like me..= = he thought tht she is my fren.xD )
then do wad?
study lo..
study till 5.
surprising..
there's no stupid anouncement but it was the turn
the teacher told us to leave the library.. = =
leave jor ler go where?
hehe...went to eat with guo yi.xD
at the shop at the backstreet d..
（珍珠奶茶的店)
both of us ate d blackpepper chicken chop rice.
de-li-c-iou-s.~~~~ thx guo yi .xD
at the las moment before i went home
i saw him x)
he waved to me..=)
happy~ hehe.. no nid to say lo..
i started to kee siao ler from tht moment..
saw guang ying too.xD
guang ying a.. u so cold ler..><
y d whole face like no emotion d ..= =
tht's my 25th SEPTEMBER 2009
a little happy day =) becaz of his wave x)
woke up, brushed my teeth n bathed..
ate..slept..talked..breathed.and lalalalala..
during PE..
holy and i decided to take the test once more
as the results, we still failed in tht test..
>< sry dear..
i still failed to catch your balls.. it's all my mistake..><
after skul, went to library as normal schedule i have planned
walking up the staircases towards the library
and walked to the seat in front of guo yi..
and..sat down..
my sis sat beside me..
(guo yi said she does not look like me..= = he thought tht she is my fren.xD )
then do wad?
study lo..
study till 5.
surprising..
there's no stupid anouncement but it was the turn
the teacher told us to leave the library.. = =
leave jor ler go where?
hehe...went to eat with guo yi.xD
at the shop at the backstreet d..
（珍珠奶茶的店)
both of us ate d blackpepper chicken chop rice.
de-li-c-iou-s.~~~~ thx guo yi .xD
at the las moment before i went home
i saw him x)
he waved to me..=)
happy~ hehe.. no nid to say lo..
i started to kee siao ler from tht moment..
saw guang ying too.xD
guang ying a.. u so cold ler..><
y d whole face like no emotion d ..= =
tht's my 25th SEPTEMBER 2009
a little happy day =) becaz of his wave x)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
today is Wed not Mon = =
i keep messing up ..
i keep thinking today is wednesday = =
wadever la
went to skul as usual..
i love the scent of my skul ..
it is so refreshing~(vomit)
especially when i took my first step into my most-missing class
aw~
my face can feel the softness of the air
it is touching my face softly..
it smells sweet~ hmmp~
upthere..are imagination..
in reality, it goes like this..
eveybody were sleeping in the class
sweetly.
we all so bekerjasama ork.
everyone slept whenever there was extra time.xD
i wished to took the pic of my class..but cant..
because i was aso one of them..sleeping in the class.= =
today holy keep asking me wad had happened to me..
talked less, played less..
sry dear.. i dunno the reason precisely..
the only thing i can tell you tht..
i had already forgotten the memories (before holiday d )..
i dunno how i made it..
but this seemed good to me
so..i choose not to remember again..
sry yar..let me be like tht for a period of time
maybe till we finish our exams ><
2day stayed back at skul again
dun have the mood to go back home = =
so went to library studied with 国意..xD
we used to talk a lot on phone..
but 2day.. = =.. din even talk 10 sentences to each other.
weirdo..
keep studying..xD
he was reading KH while i was doing my DEAR science .= =
hmmp..both of us studied till 5pm when thestupid anouncement told
us to leave library and gathered at the hall ( wait our mumies and dadies.==)
ok then..i walked out to the KAKO shop to photostate the piano script book
which dear xueer lent me
thanks a dear~ i love tht book so much~.xD
RICHARD CLAYDERMAN..
the song i love the most is SOUVENIR D'ENFANCE
i heard this song when i was in kindergarten .. jus love it so much.x)
back to my story..
then.. i saw him.. at the toufu's stall..
i wanted to say HI to him..
but he jus turned his head away quickly at the moment he saw me
it hurts.><
but nvm.. it had been times ..T.T
suan lo..i walked passed him without a backward glance
go straight to KAKO~.xD
i started to kee siao after eating my favourite bread..
CROISSANCE~
hmmp~ slepppp~ nice~.xD
reached home then keep practising SOUVENIR D'ENFANCE.
x)
this is my day, MONday..
oops..isWeDNesdaY. =)
i keep thinking today is wednesday = =
wadever la
went to skul as usual..
i love the scent of my skul ..
it is so refreshing~(vomit)
especially when i took my first step into my most-missing class
aw~
my face can feel the softness of the air
it is touching my face softly..
it smells sweet~ hmmp~
upthere..are imagination..
in reality, it goes like this..
eveybody were sleeping in the class
sweetly.
we all so bekerjasama ork.
everyone slept whenever there was extra time.xD
i wished to took the pic of my class..but cant..
because i was aso one of them..sleeping in the class.= =
today holy keep asking me wad had happened to me..
talked less, played less..
sry dear.. i dunno the reason precisely..
the only thing i can tell you tht..
i had already forgotten the memories (before holiday d )..
i dunno how i made it..
but this seemed good to me
so..i choose not to remember again..
sry yar..let me be like tht for a period of time
maybe till we finish our exams ><
2day stayed back at skul again
dun have the mood to go back home = =
so went to library studied with 国意..xD
we used to talk a lot on phone..
but 2day.. = =.. din even talk 10 sentences to each other.
weirdo..
keep studying..xD
he was reading KH while i was doing my DEAR science .= =
hmmp..both of us studied till 5pm when the
us to leave library and gathered at the hall ( wait our mumies and dadies.==)
ok then..i walked out to the KAKO shop to photostate the piano script book
which dear xueer lent me
thanks a dear~ i love tht book so much~.xD
RICHARD CLAYDERMAN..
the song i love the most is SOUVENIR D'ENFANCE
i heard this song when i was in kindergarten .. jus love it so much.x)
back to my story..
then.. i saw him.. at the toufu's stall..
i wanted to say HI to him..
but he jus turned his head away quickly at the moment he saw me
it hurts.><
but nvm.. it had been times ..T.T
suan lo..i walked passed him without a backward glance
go straight to KAKO~.xD
i started to kee siao after eating my favourite bread..
CROISSANCE~
hmmp~ slepppp~ nice~.xD
reached home then keep practising SOUVENIR D'ENFANCE.
x)
this is my day, MONday..
oops..is
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
home again from SG.Kai
come back ler~
miss my home.xD
yesterday went to Sg.Kai in Perak
there is a hotspring village
big and nice.x)
everything went great
except one
it is CROWDED with people..
especiallyCHINESE
(ok, including me = =)
looking the pool from a far distance
it was jus like thousands of black balls floating on the surface of the water
some of them were bouncing..
BOIN BOIN BOIN~xD
despite these 'beautiful" sceneries,
i had myself enjoyed the hotness of the water
SOOOOOOOOOOOO relaxing~
the temperature of the water
was totally my favourite
super duper hot.xD
walking around the park
i saw many CUTE VISITORS ( almost adults )
brought their eggs
put in the water
waiting for them to boil = =
my dad said:" 神经病..要煮蛋不会在家煮啊..站在这里像木头酱等鸡蛋熟 = ="
xD
whole holiday passed by
and i did nothing
din even touch those books
i noe i m gonna die in thesestupid exams = =
wadever~
i totally forgot i m a confronting-PMR N UEC student
i totally forgot = =
and.
i totally forgot tomoro is WEDNESDAY..
xD
miss my home.xD
yesterday went to Sg.Kai in Perak
there is a hotspring village
big and nice.x)
everything went great
except one
it is CROWDED with people..
especially
(ok, including me = =)
looking the pool from a far distance
it was jus like thousands of black balls floating on the surface of the water
some of them were bouncing..
BOIN BOIN BOIN~xD
despite these 'beautiful" sceneries,
i had myself enjoyed the hotness of the water
SOOOOOOOOOOOO relaxing~
the temperature of the water
was totally my favourite
super duper hot.xD
walking around the park
i saw many CUTE VISITORS ( almost adults )
brought their eggs
put in the water
waiting for them to boil = =
my dad said:" 神经病..要煮蛋不会在家煮啊..站在这里像木头酱等鸡蛋熟 = ="
xD
whole holiday passed by
and i did nothing
din even touch those books
i noe i m gonna die in these
wadever~
i totally forgot i m a confronting-PMR N UEC student
i totally forgot = =
and.
i totally forgot tomoro is WEDNESDAY..
xD
Saturday, September 19, 2009
终极三国里经典话语.xD
“雷人”语录蹿红网络
吕布：绝对不能承认，现在承认是死，不承认也是死，只有死不承认了。
刘备：我姓刘名备，字玄德，是中山靖王的儿子，因为家道中落，所以非常穷。全身上下最贵的，就是我流着贵族的血液。只可惜，我的血型是o型，每次去卖血都很便宜，真衰啊。
张飞：一山不容二虎，除非一公一母。
刘备：关同学啊，喜欢打架没关系啊，但脑袋不能结石啊，脑结石就是呆子哎，他们这么多人，我们只有三个人，这不叫打架，这叫围殴哎。
董卓：我做人很单纯啊，我一天到晚只是想害人而已啊，难道这样还不够单纯吗？
张飞：俗话说得好，今日试，今日弊嘛。今天的考试，今天就要作弊，今天不做，就来不及了啊。
真的很好看.xD 去看吧..保证你们笑到够够力.x)
= =
so tired.
i mean my eyes
renewing my blog's layout..
nice? x)
so long din touch HTML ler
almost forget all html tags.
took times for me to remember again = =
i mean my eyes
renewing my blog's layout..
nice? x)
so long din touch HTML ler
almost forget all html tags.
took times for me to remember again = =
i changed this layout deliberately
jus to make myself more comfortable ^^
be happier x)
jus to make myself more comfortable ^^
be happier x)
Friday, September 18, 2009
阳光的味道.The scent of sunshine
the scent
it's jus so fragile,
it makes me have to handle it in my hand
carefully
watching it sleeping in my palm
like a baby
i leaned my nose to it
inhale the air
fragance
it is so sweet, cooling, refreshing,smoothing
jus like a cinnamon with a touch of vanilla
all around pleasing scent
a lighter scent, very pleasing and soft
my eyes linger on it
murmured to myself
:" it's making me insane"
i m totally riot
trying to inhale as more as i can
the more i breathe in,
the more i relax
the scent now
jus like carnation
A Good, Spring-Fall scent.
Very nice.
Energizing, strengthening, purifying.
i begin to imagine the scene of Spring
the trees formed green walls on two sides of me
the sky brighter through the clouds
the birds chirping more merrily than usual
flapping their wings jus like clapping their hands
A moment later
the scent changed into another smell
The scent of fresh, mouth watering, plump, juicy
jus like ripe Blueberries.
Great Spring and Summer Scent.
The soothing fragrance
of walking through a blueberry forest
I took a deep breathe in and out
my mind is away from ghastly and repellent world
Relief.
the bright glow of sun shine on the scent
which is on my hand
i stunned and stared at it
the scent is sparkling , like thousands of tiny diamonds
are embeded on the surface of it
glittering
i made a prompt decision
i will not relax my grip
but i will hold it firmly and tightly
so tht the scent will not drop off from my palm..again
i want to be happy
i want to be a energized , optimistic person
convince myself ..x)
* syr for any grammar mistake >.<.. jus typed for shuang..xDD *
it's jus so fragile,
it makes me have to handle it in my hand
carefully
watching it sleeping in my palm
like a baby
i leaned my nose to it
inhale the air
fragance
it is so sweet, cooling, refreshing,smoothing
jus like a cinnamon with a touch of vanilla
all around pleasing scent
a lighter scent, very pleasing and soft
my eyes linger on it
murmured to myself
:" it's making me insane"
i m totally riot
trying to inhale as more as i can
the more i breathe in,
the more i relax
the scent now
jus like carnation
A Good, Spring-Fall scent.
Very nice.
Energizing, strengthening, purifying.
i begin to imagine the scene of Spring
the trees formed green walls on two sides of me
the sky brighter through the clouds
the birds chirping more merrily than usual
flapping their wings jus like clapping their hands
A moment later
the scent changed into another smell
The scent of fresh, mouth watering, plump, juicy
jus like ripe Blueberries.
Great Spring and Summer Scent.
The soothing fragrance
of walking through a blueberry forest
I took a deep breathe in and out
my mind is away from ghastly and repellent world
Relief.
the bright glow of sun shine on the scent
which is on my hand
i stunned and stared at it
the scent is sparkling , like thousands of tiny diamonds
are embeded on the surface of it
glittering
i made a prompt decision
i will not relax my grip
but i will hold it firmly and tightly
so tht the scent will not drop off from my palm..again
i want to be happy
i want to be a energized , optimistic person
convince myself ..x)
* syr for any grammar mistake >.<.. jus typed for shuang..xDD *
Thursday, September 17, 2009
我的心情
烂透了
看到那些成绩
我只有越来越怕
我好想逃避一切
我可以让所有科目不及格吗？
我不想酱压力
可是..
避的了吗？
我真的很高兴她能和我分享这么多心事
她开心起来我就满足了
朋友的开心
是我活下去的支持力
我在心里嘶哑
没有人听到
在人前只能换上永远在笑着，疯了的面具
和她们一起玩
可是
有谁听到我的呐喊？
我隐藏的很好吧..
真的好羡慕twilight 里的bella
有那么一个爱她的 edward
时常给予她最贴心的爱
那种贴心
是我一辈子也得不到的吧
“废材!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
看到那些成绩
我只有越来越怕
我好想逃避一切
我可以让所有科目不及格吗？
我不想酱压力
可是..
避的了吗？
我真的很高兴她能和我分享这么多心事
她开心起来我就满足了
朋友的开心
是我活下去的支持力
我在心里嘶哑
没有人听到
在人前只能换上永远在笑着，疯了的面具
和她们一起玩
可是
有谁听到我的呐喊？
我隐藏的很好吧..
真的好羡慕twilight 里的bella
有那么一个爱她的 edward
时常给予她最贴心的爱
那种贴心
是我一辈子也得不到的吧
“废材!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Monday, September 14, 2009
黑.Blacken
my days are blacken
and i have tried to find some paints to splash on it
makes some rainbow on this black background
but where to get those paints?
i dun have enough money to buy those
and i dun have transportation too
maybe to learn to drive and save up some pocket money
is the most important thing i have to do before starting my coloring
anyone wants to sponsor some paints? xD
and i have tried to find some paints to splash on it
makes some rainbow on this black background
but where to get those paints?
i dun have enough money to buy those
and i dun have transportation too
maybe to learn to drive and save up some pocket money
is the most important thing i have to do before starting my coloring
anyone wants to sponsor some paints? xD
to my dearest friends,
i swear i will back to normal again in days
and thanks to him. ^^
cheering me up..
although once in a blue moon ..x)
i swear i will back to normal again in days
and thanks to him. ^^
cheering me up..
although once in a blue moon ..x)
the teacher put many funny pics using powerpoint in Arts
everybody keep laughing
except me
caz i dunno where is the Laugh
everybody keep laughing
except me
caz i dunno where is the Laugh
'you'd never have to make the choice'
-twilight-
-twilight-
Sunday, September 13, 2009
when?
when i only will post a happy post?
or
when only i will post a happy post?
or
when i will only post a happy post?
*which one correct?* xD
or
when only i will post a happy post?
or
when i will only post a happy post?
*which one correct?* xD
Friday, September 11, 2009
12.12am
cant sleep = =
without any reason
brain are full filled with sadness n unhappiness
i dunno where did they came from
i have been trying to swipe them away
but they still stay in my brain
wad can i do ler? T.T
我是很两极化的一个人
controlled by emotions
haiz
learning to control my emotions
gah yew.x)
saw holy's post
dear a
wad i wanted to tell u is
be optimistic
i quite depressed
sry..
caz i cant exactly noe wad makes u sad
i can feel tht there's still something u hide from me
i dunno wad is it
but i can feel it
我的脑袋现在是空白的
最近老是呈现出发呆的白痴样
动作全部也是白痴的
我可以进白痴学院了 = =
当白痴校长
驾白痴跑车
讲白痴话
吃白痴饭
睡白痴床
呼吸白痴空气
without any reason
brain are full filled with sadness n unhappiness
i dunno where did they came from
i have been trying to swipe them away
but they still stay in my brain
wad can i do ler? T.T
我是很两极化的一个人
controlled by emotions
haiz
learning to control my emotions
gah yew.x)
saw holy's post
dear a
wad i wanted to tell u is
be optimistic
i quite depressed
sry..
caz i cant exactly noe wad makes u sad
i can feel tht there's still something u hide from me
i dunno wad is it
but i can feel it
>.<
我有时发现我的直觉很准的
有哪一次是不准的。。
除了考试啦
可是
直觉准不是一件好事
它只会让我更快接受残酷的事实
除了考试啦
可是
直觉准不是一件好事
它只会让我更快接受残酷的事实
我的脑袋现在是空白的
最近老是呈现出发呆的白痴样
动作全部也是白痴的
我可以进白痴学院了 = =
当白痴校长
驾白痴跑车
讲白痴话
吃白痴饭
睡白痴床
呼吸白痴空气
对不起.Sorry
今天考完了..x)
考过什么..考得怎样
我都不在乎了..
（因为我知道成绩肯定是烂到可以拿去炒菜了 = =）
放学后和伊，雯，霖去打排球
结果= =
老是在那边像傻婆酱颠
..xD 看着霖和雯永远都那么有精神
蛮羡慕的
1点多和伊打算回家咯
可是hor..
脚车被yu wen 骑走了
回不了家咯
就和伊到处闲逛咯
最后倒回新运动场
可是霖看到我们后.. >.<
霖啊..对不起..我们真的不是有意不要和你玩的
我们当时真的是要回家
只是一直在找脚车
对不起 对不起 对不起 >.<
不要生气了好吗?
可以只生气我没关系
但不要生气 Holy 好吗？
考过什么..考得怎样
我都不在乎了..
（因为我知道成绩肯定是烂到可以拿去炒菜了 = =）
放学后和伊，雯，霖去打排球
结果= =
老是在那边像傻婆酱颠
..xD 看着霖和雯永远都那么有精神
蛮羡慕的
1点多和伊打算回家咯
可是hor..
脚车被yu wen 骑走了
回不了家咯
就和伊到处闲逛咯
最后倒回新运动场
可是霖看到我们后.. >.<
霖啊..对不起..我们真的不是有意不要和你玩的
我们当时真的是要回家
只是一直在找脚车
对不起 对不起 对不起 >.<
不要生气了好吗?
可以只生气我没关系
但不要生气 Holy 好吗？
我顿时觉得我好让人讨厌
对不起了大家 >.<
对不起了大家 >.<
kao shi 期间做了一个梦
梦见我终于可以和他讲很多话了
可是
我老是看见有人在瞪我
是 她
是我的第六感吗？
每次现实生活中看见她
总觉得她很bu shuang我
很想和她 做朋友
可是好像不受人家欢迎hor.. >.<
梦见我终于可以和他讲很多话了
可是
我老是看见有人在瞪我
是 她
是我的第六感吗？
每次现实生活中看见她
总觉得她很bu shuang我
很想和她 做朋友
可是好像不受人家欢迎hor.. >.<
我又觉得我很死灿烂打耶
又对不起大家了
看见他
我能做什么
只能暗地里
偷偷地哭泣
又对不起大家了
看见他
我能做什么
只能暗地里
偷偷地哭泣
一年半过去了
还是喜欢着他 x)
何时会放弃他？
不同班的时候吗?
还是喜欢着他 x)
何时会放弃他？
不同班的时候吗?
Saturday, September 5, 2009
让我沉淀的一首歌
这首歌听了很舒服哦 ^^
幸福相拥不想说再见
终极三国里的插曲
要奋战了..大家加油!!!! xD
老师特地调换男生们的位子＝ ＝
我坐后面..好开心啊~
我可以有勇气应付考试了～
统考预试大家加油～
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终极三国里的插曲
要奋战了..大家加油!!!! xD
老师特地调换男生们的位子＝ ＝
我坐后面..好开心啊~
我可以有勇气应付考试了～
统考预试大家加油～
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