文字式——领袖营加今天 ^^

三天四夜的领袖营真的好痛苦 TT
整个营看似好像很没重点酱
其实很有重点
只是重点不是很重点
但是它就是重点
可是我却不觉得它是重点
==
对不起
在打废话
讲真的
我真的很累
第一天
下午4点才报到==
那晚就跳舞。半夜12点才放人
第二天7点集合，所以五点起身
下午我，益焕，采诗闪人～
去坤成童军30周年团庆
累死人==
领袖营就去马六甲.(我去到不想去)
第三天
简直就是整天坐在地上
坐到屁股平掉。变没屁股了 TT
第四天
成果展.方成致辞时我睡着了。
呵呵

算算一下
我这几天总共缺乏了15个小时的睡眠时间
（每天2点睡，5点起。傻辽）
所以。昨天8点就睡着了
今天12点才睡醒
再次破记录。
睡了16个小时～～～哇哈哈哈
可是还是很累==

今天去剪头发
嗯..那个人剪了我的头发后还放JEL
整粒头给他弄到好像刚睡醒酱
下面有图为证







心里话
领袖营里的这几天
我完全找不到平衡点
我老是卡在学校和童军之间
他们的active不是童军的active
所以我high不起来
我卡带了 ==

这是很严重的问题
开学的话
我怎么办。

还在卡带中......................

领袖营加今天 ^^

第五组～

我可以不要每次拍照都看不到脸吗？ TT

太丑别怪 ><

剪完头发后,那个理发师帮我弄的 ==

帅气的英明～

可爱的柔贤～

斗鸡眼的凯贤.xD

厉害的三人组～

华乐

吉他学会

口琴学会 =)

可爱的采诗和合唱团～

我的小提琴学会～xD

虽然我真的不是很喜欢upload照片
不过算了吧
麻烦麻烦下下
呵呵
这里有领袖营和今天的分～
太丑莫怪啊～ =D

yer yer yer yer yer yer yer yer yer yer yer yer yer yer
y y y y y y y y y y y y y y
y i m in 4sREN?!!!!
holy a.
bye bye TT
i noe i will miss you very very much.
D=

anybody same class with me?
say no to alone~ TT
anyone pui me?
waiting..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..



nobody pui me a ..
i dun wan go to skul ler~

我今天发现
我的英语很华语。
呵呵
随便吧

这几天真的显爆了
又要回到现实生活了吗？
为学业担心害怕·
心里老是想着必须考好来·
妒忌心又要回来了?
真的好讨厌
我又要开始压抑自己感觉的生活了
想着拓展人际关系。
想着人家成绩那么好,自己也要加油
yer. 我不要过日子过到太充实 TT

我要玩 xD
i wan play. =D
saya mau main. =3







对分班的成绩没有好感觉
或许会跟他不同班吧 ^^

24.erm not.25.

happy birthday to mum~ ^^
i hope u like the present i gave to you
las-minute present.xD
erm.those photos.
hehe.pai seh lo
n sry today told u the wrong details.
PMR is 8 subject. not 7. xD
pai seh, let u told loo leng aunty d wrong information. =D

erm, thx to all who wished me MERRY CHRISTMAS d frens.
=D thx.
wish u all a happy christmas day too ^^






在学校看见他，却没有勇气向他打招呼.为什么?我好失败

Merry Christmas =D

lols.
nothing to write here.
but i m trying hard
trying to squeeze some words out
looks like i have already had huh.
8D

cleaning house.
em. accurately.
is my totally-mess-up-by-my-crazyness room.
sprayed some fragrance.=D
i totally turned upside down
i remembered i hate fragrance.
scouts changed me huh.
caz camping for days.
those shirts really...*yucks*

scouts really did changed me a lot
i dun remember i use to shout at boys.
chasing them? siting wif them jus wanted to take back my hp?
fighting wif them? sot wif them?
sit in front of them aso can fight dao cant eat my darling KFC?
lols.
tht's really not me.
xD
i dunno whether i can change till like this in skul or not.
lols.

tmr going back to skul
ready to accept my no-eyes-see PMR result?
i dun think so. hahas
y the stupid goverment chose this day?
oh ya.
maybe they like to giv us this special surprise as our x-mas present huh?
thanks.




duno why
superly insane for camp this few days
oh No, not skul's camp
is scout's camp. =X
maybe i love tht melaka camp too much. =)
and tampin's too..
staying wif them really comfortable.
tht feeling is 100% different from the feeling staying wif skul frens.

scouts.
i can be fren wif anyone without hesitating.
i can simply play wif someone i dunno.
i can dance wif everyone.
we can cook,play, together.
i can laugh whenever i want to.
we can fight.( not tht body-fight.xD )
and aso campfire. ^^
i love it so much.
camping in forest.
my target. =D




last.
wish u all a Happy MERRY CHRISTMAS .
=)

fully-booked

i cant imagine
i m gonna to be a busy-girl till skul reopen
NOO!!!!!
i m gonna burst.
but wat can i do? i chose it.xD

24_ mum's bdae
25_CHRISTMAS~! bistro got function..argh.
26-29_ skul领袖集训营 ( i dun wan go TT )
27 _30 years团庆～ 我要和他们和她们一起跳舞～xD
30-1_ go genting wif society.countdown
3 _climb mountain wif scouts~ (tis is the most exciting.i cnt wait~)
4_skul reopen ler T.T



feel tiring although jus imagine.
yer.. T.T

删

我删除了
只因为我不想看到
也不想记起

喂..
男生们
别再拿他来讲了啦
你们越讲
我不懂我自己会怎样
我也许会开始逃避？
厌恶？
拜托啦
你们再讲
我会努力找你们的把柄
一个一个找～嘿嘿

托你们的福
我追你们追到发狂
很喘的也
下次拖鞋也不要藏酱高啦
好歹也低点
酱我才不用老是光着脚啊 ==




你们几个给我记住。XD

now

现在很dulan
对不起
我又骂脏话了
我知道我没有女生的矜持了. xD


那个新来的
写字拜托写好来
因为你的字
我们bar，厨房老是做错
结果？
我被骂！
还要一直向人家道歉！
不会take order 就不要拿
我拿！



为什么我要连续被打击
我的心好痛
痛得我只能哭
除了哭
我不懂该怎么办了

我今天又哭了
我现在好累
真的hao 累
5天的露营加上今天的气
我真的无力了



今天sms 到好累。xD
6男1女. xD
电话费肯定爆掉
我的屁股准备开花了。 T.T

concentrated 5 days memories

lols.
knew d exam liao.
half disappointed n half satisfied. xD
eng took B wor O.o
unbelievable.
BM took A
unbelievable. xDD
math took A..
too unbelievable.
so many subjects took A make me so unbelievable..
haha
suan liao la
this result already very gud jor. ^^


hope everyone enjoy your result. x)
n ur holiday too.

jus came back from tampin n melaka.
5days camp
really exhausted.
everyday play play. shout shout.
so unbelievable.
i m not active in skul
but in scout.
a sot po. xD
melaka d pangkalan balak camp wif rovers.
all lengzai.
got 2 person look like new moon d jacob~ ><
din wear spec these days.
caz my ears are really pain.
in agony. T.T
camping wif rovers really very enjoying
the campfire was so difference.
n i m d MC. wif another boy. older than me d. xD
cooking wif girls. so shuang~
playing wif boys. so sot. haha

3rd day went tampin.
the camp was totally opposite
camping wif primary students.
chosen as a leader . lols
== all siew mui mui.
din see many lengzai
quite sien at there
today was our las day
the sot-est day for me.xD
fighting wif boys. rushed into boy toilet. ><
dunno went into boys' toilet how many time jor ==
play wif zi muis. x)
everyday sleep at 1am.
chit chat.
cook.

really exhausted.
tiring.
but enjoyed
staying wif scouts is my happiest thing in my life ^^
sweet memories n lifetime.



*the pics will be uploaded in short time*
* u all sure 100% wont believe tht is me.hahas*

打包晚餐的旅途

也是今天发生的事


晚餐
亲爱的妈妈不得空煮了
结果只好出外打包咯
地点一：
BRICKFIELD (?) 的瓦煲鸡饭
超好吃的哦
结果..
没开
在那里随便转了几圈
还是没有好吃的东西

算了咯
载嘉希回家
又以为 KEPONG 有东西吃
结果
今天到底是怎样？
酱多店没开！！
放了她
进她家和她的狗狗玩玩
又踏上了打包晚餐的旅途

妈讲
"我们进 segambut 看看，如果没有就去uncle 那里"
本来真的没有
结果转进汶铨家的那条巷
（我们真的转很多地方了)
就刚巧～！
深入一点
看见了 瓦煲鸡饭～！！！！
><
妈马上去买了
我坐在车里干等
显到爆
终于买好了
回家前
经过他家
终于看到他的狗了喔.
xD
在地上翻滚。
超可爱～ x)
更可爱的是
汶铨啊。
你妈妈坐着看电视的姿势
很。。xD

最后回家咯
就开始了下面那篇文章里
晚上的事情
我真的好失落


我最尊敬的佛呀
我每次都是诚恳地向你许愿
只有那么三个
从我小时候到现在
从不改变
为什么？
我真的需要知道我哪里错了？
诚恳地请问你，我最尊敬的佛...

超不爽+超失望

对不起我的朋友们
我这一次真的可能会从头到尾都在骂臭话
只因为....不爽！







昨天
他妈的臭婆娘
会投诉我们的食物不好吃的话
有本事就别再来啊！
干嘛？
来这边还要用英文呛啊？
你以为我不会啊？
我呛回你啦
怕你啊？！
以为我只有15岁就不会用英文讲话吗？
对不起啊
我刚好有本事呛回你
还可以顶你tim!!!!
也不想想你是什么？
又不是特殊的身份地位
凭什么要见主厨啊？
去吃屎就有份啦！

今天

不知道哪里惹到了
怎么老是那么多针向我飞来！
讲话那么讽刺干嘛？
是我的错？
关系太好的朋友也有错？！
因为疼她
所以就把怒迁到我的身上来？
我到底做过什么？
干嘛老是讲到我好像害了他们？
我真的被刺到莫名其妙！！！！！

晚上
以为我的心情会好点了
没想到
你们这些鸡蛋糕外劳就那么贪钱吗？
迟一点给工钱会死咩？
麻辣锅底！！！！
去吃屎啦!
不够钱给你们了
结果我还在2分钟内冲回家拿钱补贴再冲回来
结果喘了好久
我真的没有喘过那么严重！
还不是为了你这妈鸡白的垃圾？！！！
拿了钱就变了一个人
笑得..
去尼加拉瀑布跳悬崖啦！


臭鸡蛋！
鸡蛋糕！
发霉糕！
麻辣垃圾汤！
妈鸡白！
王八蛋！
臭婆娘！







为什么发生了这些事
我还要笑嘻嘻的？
为什么？！
我明明好痛苦！
我今天明明就已经疯了
为什么明天还要笑？
我真的狂喊狂哭了
我真的好想抱着任何人痛苦着
可是没有
只有毛巾让我埋头深喊
笑着
就能让别人不担心吧
那我就继续装傻吗？

真的好痛苦的
我到底那里做错了？！！！
告诉我啊？？！！！！！
我想知道啊！！！！！！
。
。
。
。
。
。
。
我真的好想知道
我好想

Edward. Bella

He thought for a minute.
"All right. Forget time limits. If you want me to be the one-- then you'll just have to meet one condition."
"Condition?" My voice went flat."What condition?"
His eyes were cautious--he spoke slowly."Marry me first."

- pg540, New Moon-
-Stephenie Meyer-




the part i love the most

jus.
wanted to write sth on this blank post
but there's no any thing making me feeling to write
pacing towards my working place
with no doubt.
another hours giving to this bistro again
i sat at the counter
really not in mood for everything
all i was thinking was- my frenship
it is really important to me
i felt like i was trapped in a nitemare again
running n chasing for something
i was racing to save something tht means important to me
the way towards it was long enough for me to run
no matter i ran till my lungs burst.
legs feeling like gonna to break in any sec.
n my speed was getting slower n slower
but the distance between us jus remained the same
- from the beginning-
y?
was it my problem?
i couldn't run fast enough?
or
we were meant to stay as far as possible from the first time we met?



tell me,
my dearest MR. FREINDSHIP..
waiting for your answer.
insanely.
precisely.
obsessed.

for an impossible answer.

blank-et?

lawls.
slept for 12 hours.
seem still not enough for me yet.
maybe 15 will be enough for me.
hahas

everybody(oh,not including me)..
enjoying their 2-months holiday.
hmm.
let me guess.
maybe they're eating snacks.
sitting in front of the computer.
listening to songs.
day-dreaming. xD
but. look at me.
wake up at 8 in the morning
rush to the bathroom n
have my (actually not) breakfast.
then... start going through my working day till 10pm

really very tired.
i
really wish to hang out wif frens.
watching their hang kai's pics.
everybody are enjoying their lifetime
but me.?
xun la.
work la.
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i really miss my frens.
n i really want to go hang kai a ><

心墙 郭静

也许这就是我的心情吧 ^^




一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天快乐地看每一天 wooh～
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

jus for today

whoopee~
nice day for today~
x)

morning went to skul
ask gy teach me stach cups
oops. O.o..
seemed tht i have been playing in wrong way.
hehes
but anyway.
thousands of thx to gy.
thx for teaching me..=D
me n yu wen decided to keep some money.
we want to buy stack mat~. xD
before we went home
i went to d fu li chu..
oh ya.
now i only remember.
gy.. y u want to tell me tht he is at there too? ==
n y i did tht kind of reaction? ==
unbelievable behaviour. ><
failed to take tht paper.
then went to mutiara with yu wen.xD
bought some comics n gum.dentylene. xD

later went to kepong jusco with her again..
walking around with no destiny
finally.
decided to watch NEW MOON~
x) 7:45pm
ahley greene,casting as alice, is hot!
and she is definitely cute~
if i were a boy, i would had fall in love with her. xD
anyone knows who is her boyfriend?
want to noe who so hang fuk.
got such a pretty girlfren. xD

i love the last quotes edward said to bella:
" will you promise me sth if i do?"
"what?"
" pls marry me"
( vague memory. but i think he said like this)
sweet dao ><
n this is how the movie ended..
waiting for eclipse.. x)
on cinema on 2010,june 30~