Friday, July 31, 2009
话.Words
x) 天天开心哦..
然后不要天天迟睡哦 ^^
如果sien或者闷闷的可以找我..
我永远走在你后面跟着你 x)
Zhai YUn
我们一忠绝对不会分开的 ^^
cheer up x)
一忠没有酱容易散的..对不对?
雯
还在烦恼选科的事啊?>.<
进理科啦~xD
没有啦..就跟着你的心走吧.
不用担心没人陪你的 ^^
大把人呢 x)
xinle
开心起来
我唱歌给你听~
我有一只小毛驴~
我从来也不骑~
(* 玻璃爆了..*)
gor.kky
你跟holy 讲也不跟我讲啦.hng..
你真的做了决定记得告诉我啊..
你忽略我这个mui很久了啦.xDD
希望你的决定是好的 ^^
xueer
我们今天傻了.xD
竟然绕了这一层楼酱多次.xD
还有啊..
我几时才可以看到你的宝贝啊~
Thursday, July 30, 2009
隐藏.Masquerade
整天在学校搞自闭..
话少到.
下课也没有参她们一起疯..
自闭到要死. = =
今天老师换位了.
大多数都是换男生的位子..
我有点点的期待..
我想坐到后面去..
羡慕susan..xD
她今后会变得很吵吧.X)
他的隔壁不同了人..
我没有吃醋. ^^
这是好现象..至少我成功放下了我那强烈的妒忌之心 ^^
也不是完全放下了.
心中还是有的..只是我将它隐藏了起来.masquerade
她的人缘还是那么的好..
羡慕..我一辈子都得不到..
她的心情好起来了吗?
至少每天在班上都看见她笑得很开心..
我远远地站在一旁为她感到欣慰.
希望她真的没事了 ^^
做她隔壁的要一直让她开心哦 ^^
观察他们的情绪
在他们伤心时给予我最尽力的安慰
的那个人..
因为这种人是不会有人注意到的
今天的我运气很烂耶..
放学后有留下来做消毒..
消毒工作完了后就回家咯
在走路回家的半途中才想起我把手机留在课室
结果又冲回学校拿手机. = =
(对不起我的宝贝手机..你好没有存在感哦 xD )
要走铁路时,又看见那些工人佬在砍树
我不能走铁路了 T.T
结果只好走远路了..
半途中还被名宇看到..她妈妈还停下车问我要不要载我回
羞死了. xD 不过还是谢谢她了 ^^
那条远路真的有够远的..
累毙了 = =
今天的我到底隐藏了多少的情绪
永远会不会有人知道
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
微笑.Smilling
1.微笑使我们有吸引力
生存.Live
I've been living for 15 years
I've been living for 183 months
I've been living for 5,583 days
I've been living for 133,997 hours
I've been living for 8,039,821 minutes
I've been living for 482,389,264 seconds
My heart has beaten more than 562,787,470 times!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
裂.pieces
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
变.Change
我看见了现在的自己..
我看见了四周围.
我变了..
我变得整天只会坐在位子上读书.
尤其是这整个礼拜..
我才发现我这整个礼拜真的很少讲话.
和每个人的关系越来越疏远了..
看见佩雯,以安,Holy她们老是在玩.
我却无法插进他们的谈话中了..
就连学会也是..
我真的变会以前的如了吗?
那只会静静地在角落旁看着别人玩吗?
Monday, July 20, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
sob.
glup.glup.glup.
blup.blup.blup.
felt like drowning in the water.
hardly to breathe.hardly to move.
i am trying to make myself swim in the water.
but it seems difficult for me to do it.
keep struggling to make myself free from this water.
but it seems hard for me to do it.
i hope i can escape from this deep lake now.
and i hope i can stand on that peaceful land for once more.
"Calm Down" i said to myself.
all i can see now is nothing.
there's nothing i can see,
i can touch,
i can grab.
there's nothing.
i can feel the coldness surroundings me.
i can hear the dark calling me.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!"
that's what i tried to yell in the water.
but there's no sound coming out from my mouth.
only bubbles.
i look up to the surface of the water.
i can see the sunlight is trying to rescue me.
trying to pull me out from this lake.
Making me feel warm, i try to raise my hand out of the water.
finding something that i can hold on it.
at last.i found something
i hold it tightly.
oh!
i can breathe again.
i breathe in the air as much as i can.
this is the first time i smell that the air is fulled of sweetness.
the sweetness i ever had
=)
lol.i dunno wad am i writing.
jus to release my stress.
and sry for my grammar mistakes. >.<
if there's any grammar mistakes, remember to tell me.=]
gah yews in exam yar ^^
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
我要做小生意咯 x)
老爹从中国回来了~
不懂他是太高兴还是什么的
回来时行李竟然过重..罚了500人民币..
真的好..无言
不过最大原因还是因为他帮我买了一大堆的食物模型回来啦
那边不懂花了好几百块人民币啊。
现在我要卖了..做小本生意..xD
你们有谁要买吗? 保证很可爱.xD
有甜点,面包,面类,donught,蛋糕..
还有很多很多..还有类似巫毒娃娃的吊饰品,在中国很出名的哦
等我拍了照片放上来给你们看 x)
Saturday, July 11, 2009
lol.
feel sleepy whole week..
lolz.
d drama a..
we had tried our best.
and we had a wonderful memory.^^
not same as las year
this time most of our group members are from 3 zhong
only me and alvin are from 3 xiao n perng from 3 ren
pity us..xD
but last, we all play together.xD mixed up with everybody..
and.thanks to papa
he went to china ler.
he spent a lot at there and i only knew tht he spent much on buying some investment for me to do small business
OMG.. so touched!!!!
important news...
i m going to check my throat tomoro..
or maybe should say is scan my throat
caz there's something weird under my cheek..
有块东西肿起来..
在这边难解释..对不起啊>.<
一就是喉咙发炎,二就是癌症..
天哪..我还有好多事没做..请让我活久一点啊~
好担心.. >.<
Friday, July 3, 2009
今天的心情
我最近发现了好多事..
好多我自己都觉得好烂的事
为什么我的人缘关系越来越差?
为什么越来越少讲话?
越来越被其他人忽视..
那个东西..都有每个人的名字..
唯独我的..
我的..被忽视了..
为什么? 我想和大家熟起来而所作出的努力所换来的结果就是这样吗?
我真的有那么烂吗???!!!
为什么会这样?我真的好沮丧
我想让大家知道我的存在..看来好像失败了..
我一定要独自一人吗?
我可以不要吗?
在学会,学校都变这样了..
有人可以告诉我犯了什么错吗?
我真的好烂..好沮丧..好烦..