Nemu-nemu~~

oh my gosh~!!
they're so cute~~~ muacks muacks muacks~~~
i love you~~~!!!! chubby face~~~!!!
owww~~!!!!

Search a word " speechless"

with the searching result..
really made me speechless..XDD
start with,
i m bored ..
and so, I typed in this word ->" speechless [pic] " in google seach bar..
quite za dao ler...
then...appeared many funny pics ..
sure, i will share them with you guys ^^
laugh bah..XDDD

Sick jor

T.T...same emotion again XDD
SICK LER ARGH~~~!!!
guys. guess how many times i m sicked in this month..
today is 31st of January..
3rd time.. = =..
the worst month in my life..
sick 1 week then recover ler...2 days later sick again...
finish sick then sick again..
jus like fell in love with sick = =..

how to do??

T.T..
i wanted to put a pic on the header..
behind the title ..
but dunno why..cant T.T..
anybody can help me?
I WAN PUT PIC I WAN PUT PIC I WAN PUT PIC~~
silly dao.. = =

Passion for Bones XD

I m in love with bones~~
haha... maybe i should said "i have overwhelming desire to bones~~!"
or "passion for bones~~!! "
which one means stronger feeling? lol..XD
our skul jus learnt bout bones rite...
i think tht's the most interesting period in skul for me..
jus cant describe..
they're so cute~~~ small bones...big bones...
and everything~~ i love skeleton~~~
except for real skeleton = =...
hmm..
these things are so special.. i cant imagine how's the God made us..
he thinks a lot..thanks..
another way, thanks to the nature..
it made us by using its special powers.. combine those bones in such perfect way..
jus thanks.. thanks ...thanks..
( i'm not sure i m thank-ing for wad XDD and writing wad..)

I love you~~!!!

hohoho..
come back from johor ler~~
my darling frens, got miss me? XD
forget to wish everybody.. >.<
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~
and gor too.. happy birthday yar..
i love chinese new year..
caz there's many ang pau's waiting for me..~
this year...quite weird..
i took ang pau's from other people ler still have to ask them to donate money for chong hwa...
WEIRDO..
but so hard to get rm300...
luckily i got 1 sister in this skul.. so i only nid to find rm150..
hahaha~ XDD
so many ang pau this year~ i can buy a lot of things i want ler~
muacks muacks...money money~~ XDDD

Is there anything wrong in this month?

WHY?
W---H---Y---????
is there anybody can tell me what's happening in this month？
everybody's lack of mood...
keep thinking themselves are useless thing, suck in everything..
zhai yun, wei leong, suet teng and others too..
they gonna make me become 1 of them ler..
you guys, can you all back to the person i noe?
the fren i love? ^^
so worry ar..
if there's anything i can make you guys back to normal..
i will... everything i can.. 牺牲其他的我也不介意
jus like lee hom d song : everything
你们是我的everything, 我也愿意给你们我的everything..

you leave me Breathless

you leave me breathless..
alone in a dark corner..
it's cold there..
nothing to do, hoping i can see you when i open my eyes..
hope you can appear in my mind everyday..
and hope you can walk towards me..
everything about you can make me breathless..

Breathless - Shayne Ward

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus

No Promises

Nice song...sang by Shayne Ward..
i heard it from yun zi's blog..very nice and soft..
no reason..
i almost cried when i listened to this song..
maybe its lyric jus same as my feelings to him..
i really wish he can look at me and both of us talk like frens..
not jus saying 'hi" and "bye-bye"
maybe i should feel enough that i can see him everyday..
but i dunno why,
the 占有欲 in my heart getting stronger..
i noe i shouldnt have this feeling.. but i cant controlled it..
i really wished he can __ me..but it is impossible..
it is my only wish for this year d valentine's day..
i dun wan to remember again.. gonna be 1周年 ler..
those 发生在去年2月14日的事情..
it will only makes me feel getting worse.. hate it

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

Tiring

today our school held 新春庙会..
it's so tiring..
selling food for 3 hours..
didnt eat lunch..
but i enjoyed the process..
we prepared everything and do everything together..
the most funniest place was when we have to put more chocolate into the pot..
and XD... my fren keep squishing the choco out..
but she cant.. caz they all melt so it stick to the plastic..
me and her tried hardly ..
our hands were full of choco..
yum yum~ taste great~!!
haha...
not like last time..
we had to walk to every corner to sell our food..
this time we jus need to stay at out stall and all people came and bought..
so many happy memories today~
after that, me, hsin yee, yun zi, wei leong, kai wen, and others went to mou mou's tuition~
maybe too tired...my eyes cant open...
i tried to scrub my eyes but there's no use..
dunno why,
this week my eyes were so tired.. hardly open ..
the feel, was jus like you put pepper in my eyes..
so hot..
not enough sleep meh..
so sleepy..
(sry, i dunno wad am i typing now.. jus useless writings )

I closed it ler

sour..
I m so stamen ( is this the word for 花心? )
blogspot is my fourth blog..
first was..forget ler..
2nd was blog.roodo..and third was wretch..
just now..i closed my third blog..
i felt that i have no time to write 2 blogs..
maybe it was just an excused..
i like wretch d blog.. because it is beautiful and there's all my feelings to him..
but I still decided to close it.. my heart felt heavy..
I always giving up in halfway..
not only blogs.. in life too..
i didnt made anything perfectly..or 100% finish..
useless.. no responsibility..
thats only the words can describe me..lol..
will i close this blog in future? not sure yet..
maybe will..maybe not..

Naah

the worst days in my life..
damn..
stomachache plus headache..
my head feels heavy...imagine when i let my head down...
and it will drop down..XD
so pain..= =..
another, stomachache..
ny nun jus told me not no simply eat anything..
and..i have to eat bread for every meal..WADDDD~!!!
ＥＶＥＲＹMEAL!!! far away from my darling junk food, carbonate drinks..everything i like
until fully recover... WHEN??
dunno tomoro can go skul or not..
hope can stay at home and sleep...XD
argh..when the bacteria can go away..
refrigerator still got lamb chop waiting for me a~!!!!
want to die ler...
no energy to walk..smile..
but still got energy to online.. XD

Finally got a sTAR~

tmr i m going for mou mou's physic tuition~~~
i m so excited~~~ !!!
our skul d physic teacher is new to here..
dun even noe how to teach..
only knows how to follow the text book n teach..
and he doesn't knows how to explain those questions too..
old man... = =..
naah..dun think him ler..
tmr TMR~~~ tuition~~~
going wif hsin yee~
hope i can catch up..
i m such a failure..doesnt noe how to solve a easy question..
jus thinking which type of dying's way will be more suitable for me..XD
these days..i jus found out my english grammar really..poor..
poor than everyone..
not clear with the rules.. and everything a form 3 student should knows..
i m so stupid... can i get 8As in the PMR test?
impossible... haiz..
no idea to face with tests..

Nth to do , Dunno wad to do

sitting in front of the computer..
i dunno wad i can do..
revise every books teacher taught today？
maybe later...
sleep?
adults said the more you sleep the more stupid you are..
eat?
there's nothing i can eat..only my mum's junk food..
i cant touch it..
walking around in the house like mummies?
maybe that's a good idea..
sitting on my chair and turning around?
i will faint off..
jumping from my room to the kitchen?
haha..maybe i can grow taller..
do exercise?
I want badminton n futsal !!!!!
wad to do????!!!!!
waiting for my mum, she is cooking dinner now..
ARGHHHHHH.... bored...
there's no word i can describe my feelings..
the feelings.. more than bored... more than speechless..
more than everything i have..
oww.... is there anybody can tell me wad to do now...
dinner..dinner..dinner... the only thing i can do is "wait"...

I m so happy today

lol... really so happy ork~~~
and full of happiness~
hohoho....wakakaka...hehehe..hahaha
cant write ler...>.<
today hor...when i m walking up the stairs to my class in the morning..
(stupid gou li far... hate zzz...)
then a boy come down from the stairs.. we nearly crash up..
caz that time very dark.. but we got touch dao each other...
and then ..and then... nth happen..
but that time i was happy dao want to jump up ler >.<..
i din see his face but i noe was him.. my sense... coz i like him ma..so noe lor..XD
so happy~~~ oww~~~ cant sleep ler~~~ hahaha
wish him happy always~! ^^

I m so speechless

i m so speechless to this class...
i dunno what to talk wif them...
many of them jus keep reading, studying...sleeping too..
only those guys at the back and 2 zhong d keep talking n talking..
= =...helpless..
i wish i can keep going around and around in the class...chating wif them..
oh pls..dun study lar... beg you all..
makes my heart feel as heavy as stone...
will i become like that in future..i cant imagine that scene..
i jus now how to study and study..
dun even noe how to talk wif other frens.. it is so..SCARY..
haiz... when i step in the class...i feel dizzy..
no more energy when i see them studying..
no more energy to talk and laugh..
i dunno when i will fall in love wif this class..will i？
haiz...speechless n saltless..

( i m lazy to change words' fonts..sorry >.< )

Pass through and Welcome

Jus celebrated the "farewell party" for 2008 and "welcoming party" for 2009..
at 12am this morning (1st january, i wrote this post at midnight of 1st jan)..
XD...i was watching hokkien idol singing contest on the last day of last year from 8pm to 12am..
so happy, malaysia's get 1st place~ woohoo..
a 12 years old girl, can you all believe it?
and she is pretty too~ XD
and then, they started to count down, me, and my family,
sitting in front of the television, following them count down..
3,2,1~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy new year!!!!!!!!!!
haha...i scream the loudest...
and the second step i did was to use my mum's hp n called my uncle..
wished him HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ (i m the 1st person~ shuang a~)
jus finished my crazy screaming, every places started their celebration by putting firecrackers~
kind beautiful..but not as beautiful as the time i lived at bukit ceylon,
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rumah pangsa which built on a small bukit, surrounded by bukit nanas..
beside bukit bintang, near to kl tower..　
when u put a bunch of banana on the table and u go out, it will dissapear when u return home..
really.. oh ya, those firecrackers' sound will be more more more louder then u hear..
even you closed your ears, u also can hear those sound, as loud as thunder..or maybe louder than thunder..
there's a duku tree, a fruit tree i used to call my kakak to help me get those juicy fruit...
so sweet, until now i still can remember the taste..
my neighbour, i used to climbed into their house, take a piece of cake.. haha..
the lowest floor, full of interesting things, that me n my bro, sis used to play pirate game at there..
my frens, we shared durian ice-cream together..
animals, live with us, especially the bat ~!!!
it live wif us, really, it always says hi and bye bye to us, using its ear and its cute face..
ow~~~~~~~ i miss it so much..we always feed it fruits and others..
i really hope to see it again, but can i?
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so many things to think back..my happiest n sweetest memory..
keep in my heart's deepest place... ^^

this is my PAST, and now is my FUTURE
future? confronting my problem? PMR?
yeah, maybe right...
haiz, what can i do? escape this test? no..
but i really wish i can.. goverment abolish this test then good lor...
haha.. it wont be true..
but what is my purpose to study? jus for my exam or my future?
foreign countries like Australia will let their students choose what subject they want for their future career preparation..
malaysia? jus readddddd everythings, only until when we get into university,
then only we choose our favourite subject... others we learnt butdoes not need in that subject,
will be forget..
anyway, PMR will be my very big present for year 2009.. T.T..
dunno wad to say for this year ler..jus hope i can meet more friends, and more ACTIVE~!!!
HALELUJAH~!!!