有时我觉得
我根本就是没用
一个自己傻笑的人
别人当我是白痴的人

为什么今天的心特别痛
hen tong xia
昨天打排球
今天跑操场跑了10多圈
（不是我算的，不过跑了超多圈就真的）
累完了
痛死了
心想太多了
结果心就疼了 ==

我又发现一件事
我的部落格很无聊
100%真的很无聊
没内容
没材料
连现在打的东西都没有意思

生活也很无聊
没有去认识所有的人
好像都是表面上的认识
好失败


我真的忽然很emo ==
high不到了








我每方面都好没用
我笑不出

20100120

today so sien o
still busying for xinchun miao hui.
haiz
sumtimes really feeling like i m a useless girl
i cant manage everything under good control
failure

chatting rubbish (em,so smelly)
with boys,
then i noe sth from them
i dunno y
became so emo after knowing tht
although it has past.
but i m jus so into it.
emo for periods,
=(


today.
jus a normal day
a day which i have to act as an extrovert
although i m an introvert.

20100119

unbelievable.
i had made 100pieces of welcoming-card for my society.
O.o..
ok,i cut tht super hard card till my fingers were red.
even shaked when i wanted to write ==
really quite pain. lols
anyways,thx for shi yuan,wanxin n yunqing's help.
i dun think i can finish it in time without u girls' help. =D
hao high
i nearly fly up into the sky when i heard new members praised my card.
"好美哦～"

好欣慰。
我做了4个小时的东西
没有白费
希望他们会喜欢我们的学会 ^^
总共101个会员
好多. =D

你们两个男生
给我记住
竟然没帮我
害我一个人剪卡剪到手指关节都红完了。
记住. =D

迎新会
不错下下
我的组很可爱下的. 8D


我有看见他
不懂哪根经断了
讲了"hi"后又讲 "加油哦" ==
他好像蛮炸到下
没话讲，直接笑笑下.
然后继续他的事了
==


新春庙会的东西最好可以
快点结束
不然我会疯掉。
我无法忍酱旧 ><

20100117

zhong guan singing in 4sZHONG

han ming singing .wat's yiming doing there? ==

xinle's boon chun. xD

oops,mel.i purposely uploaded this pic.ur blacken-darling's name.xD

xinle loves boon chun~

i wrote d~ cantik tak? =D

my pao bing.=) lychee flavor. nice..

chong guan and his yam ice-cream cake.8D

dunno starting from when
i dunno wat my blog title should be
so, decided to put date.=D

yesterday when kepong jusco wif chong guan.
both of us wanted to watch AVATAR.
but,only left 8:15pm's ticket.cant watch ler lo.
so we went paobing. 8D
ok,chong guan,
u r really so..unbelievable non-stopping-talker
i had been talking rubbish with you for hours ==
my recycle bin full liao. 8D

yesterday,was Saturday
we had welcoming-form 1-ceremony,
i was emo-ing but everyone was like,
talking,laughing
lols.i jus cant laugh wif them
even talk to.
yi an,jia wen,xinyi,yunzi,hsin yee one group
the peoples at the back of me formed into another one group
except me.
i m standing there.fa mou-ing.
i jus suddenly dunno wat to do.
nothing to say.
so, emo lo. xD

after this "happy" ceremony.
we wrote chun lian in our class. ==
all of us finished it in 30 mins.hoho
jia yi the fastest.
he had finished it before teacher said start, lols

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tht 4th period.
mel wrote " i love XX " for me.
i was totally like..
O.o? ..==lll...then mel said."happy or not?"
then my face changed to.. 8D..."happy~"
nex,my turn.
i wrote " i love boon chun" for xin le at the back.
xinle so happy dao. xD
took pics of her. she really like him ^^
at tht precise moment.
sb said" wow! gao bai ler!!!! so brave!!!"
walao! they saw the words mel wrote for me when xinle was showing the face i wroted
(the back one was mine == )
in 5 mins..
everyone noe jor tht i like him ==
damn it, shoot!!!
i scare.i scare we will so 尴尬when we meet.
i really dun like this,actually.
pls.i hope u all. dun tell him..pls

this berlaku pada 4th period.
now,back to 1st recess.
me,xinle,chong guan,zhen xie started truth or dare but dun wan truth
conclusion, was dare or dare.
then,pulled others to play wif. xD
we sang,shouted. =)
zhenxie went to 4sXIAO to ask xueer for a date.
i sang at the staircase..
tak ada muka liao. ==
han ming sang at the ground floor of gong yi lou.lols
then chong guan sang at 4SZHONG. xD
i recorded it.whoahahaha


*my diary for yesterday was written in reversing. 8D *

珍惜的感触

不要等到别人对你微笑后才面露出笑容
不要等到被爱了才懂得爱
不要等到觉得寂寞了才发现对方的重要
不要等到拥有太多才懂得分享
不要等到别人受伤了才请求原谅
不要等到分开了才希望挽回
不要等到没了才来后悔
好好珍惜现在身边拥有的人



为什么这几行我以前看都不看的句子
现在会让我这么感触？
因为我经历过吗？
看过第一遍
我好感触
看了第二遍
我好想哭

我不想看第三遍的
只因为我会哭吗？





谢谢holy寄给我这封有意义的信息 ^^

15012010.normal ones

today
not a special day.,
jus a normal day
nothing special happened
jus as usual
eating junk food in class
talking,
laughing
sad-ing
being emo
finding frens to be wif
but seems dun have

still have to be alone
introvert
try not to be tht,
so, i think i have to find something to do huh?
to keep myself busy;
not to think others,
repair my social skills
find someone to have lunch wif
tht's why i hate JANUARY
it is so alone-ing


i wish i can noe him more
giving him oil whenever he needs
but,it seems so hard.
i really wish him can be happier.
not busy.
he has been smiling to everyone whenever i see him
but sometimes.
i feel tht it is a fake smile
i dunno why,
maybe not;
i cant be her.
even i wished to.



lols.
sometimes i feel tht pair is better than alone.
=)

200th.

my 200th post.
congrats to me. =D

and congrats to me.for being so busy this month
hm.

新春筹委主席
迎新文宣组长
集训营文书
学会文书
学术股长
第一期班级壁报监督人。==

zomok.
忽然全部东西集在一月
我还没喘气。
虽然我看起来很冷静
哈哈
==


最近爱上在班上吃东西
很爽
讲真的
是特地的
呵
我知道我的礼貌分
不会几好了==




我忽然很想知道
有谁有来光顾我这个家的?
可以留言告诉我吗？ ><
我有真的很想知道下
拜托啦 =)







做了2nd violin组的组长
一个拍子不准，音调不准的组长
但是会玩的组长。 =D

谢谢他的问候关心. =)