阳光的味道.The scent of sunshine

the scent
it's jus so fragile,
it makes me have to handle it in my hand
carefully
watching it sleeping in my palm
like a baby
i leaned my nose to it
inhale the air
fragance
it is so sweet, cooling, refreshing,smoothing
jus like a cinnamon with a touch of vanilla
all around pleasing scent
a lighter scent, very pleasing and soft
my eyes linger on it
murmured to myself
:" it's making me insane"
i m totally riot
trying to inhale as more as i can
the more i breathe in,
the more i relax

the scent now
jus like carnation
A Good, Spring-Fall scent.
Very nice.
Energizing, strengthening, purifying.
i begin to imagine the scene of Spring
the trees formed green walls on two sides of me
the sky brighter through the clouds
the birds chirping more merrily than usual
flapping their wings jus like clapping their hands


A moment later
the scent changed into another smell
The scent of fresh, mouth watering, plump, juicy
jus like ripe Blueberries.
Great Spring and Summer Scent.
The soothing fragrance
of walking through a blueberry forest
I took a deep breathe in and out
my mind is away from ghastly and repellent world
Relief.

the bright glow of sun shine on the scent
which is on my hand
i stunned and stared at it
the scent is sparkling , like thousands of tiny diamonds
are embeded on the surface of it
glittering

i made a prompt decision
i will not relax my grip
but i will hold it firmly and tightly
so tht the scent will not drop off from my palm..again
i want to be happy
i want to be a energized , optimistic person
convince myself ..x)











* syr for any grammar mistake >.<.. jus typed for shuang..xDD *

我的心情

烂透了
看到那些成绩
我只有越来越怕
我好想逃避一切
我可以让所有科目不及格吗？
我不想酱压力
可是..
避的了吗？

我真的很高兴她能和我分享这么多心事
她开心起来我就满足了
朋友的开心
是我活下去的支持力



我在心里嘶哑
没有人听到
在人前只能换上永远在笑着，疯了的面具
和她们一起玩
可是
有谁听到我的呐喊？
我隐藏的很好吧..
真的好羡慕twilight 里的bella
有那么一个爱她的 edward
时常给予她最贴心的爱
那种贴心
是我一辈子也得不到的吧







“废材!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

黑.Blacken

my days are blacken
and i have tried to find some paints to splash on it
makes some rainbow on this black background
but where to get those paints?
i dun have enough money to buy those
and i dun have transportation too
maybe to learn to drive and save up some pocket money
is the most important thing i have to do before starting my coloring
anyone wants to sponsor some paints? xD

to my dearest friends,
i swear i will back to normal again in days
and thanks to him. ^^
cheering me up..
although once in a blue moon ..x)

the teacher put many funny pics using powerpoint in Arts
everybody keep laughing
except me
caz i dunno where is the Laugh

'you'd never have to make the choice'
-twilight-

when?

when i only will post a happy post?

or

when only i will post a happy post?

or

when i will only post a happy post?

*which one correct?* xD

12.12am

cant sleep = =
without any reason
brain are full filled with sadness n unhappiness
i dunno where did they came from
i have been trying to swipe them away
but they still stay in my brain
wad can i do ler? T.T
我是很两极化的一个人
controlled by emotions
haiz
learning to control my emotions
gah yew.x)



saw holy's post
dear a
wad i wanted to tell u is
be optimistic
i quite depressed
sry..
caz i cant exactly noe wad makes u sad
i can feel tht there's still something u hide from me
i dunno wad is it
but i can feel it

>.<

我有时发现我的直觉很准的

有哪一次是不准的。。
除了考试啦
可是
直觉准不是一件好事
它只会让我更快接受残酷的事实

我的脑袋现在是空白的
最近老是呈现出发呆的白痴样
动作全部也是白痴的
我可以进白痴学院了 = =
当白痴校长
驾白痴跑车
讲白痴话
吃白痴饭
睡白痴床
呼吸白痴空气

对不起.Sorry

今天考完了..x)
考过什么..考得怎样
我都不在乎了..
（因为我知道成绩肯定是烂到可以拿去炒菜了 = =）
放学后和伊，雯，霖去打排球
结果= =
老是在那边像傻婆酱颠
..xD 看着霖和雯永远都那么有精神
蛮羡慕的
1点多和伊打算回家咯
可是hor..
脚车被yu wen 骑走了
回不了家咯
就和伊到处闲逛咯
最后倒回新运动场
可是霖看到我们后.. >.<
霖啊..对不起..我们真的不是有意不要和你玩的
我们当时真的是要回家
只是一直在找脚车
对不起 对不起 对不起　>.<
不要生气了好吗?
可以只生气我没关系
但不要生气 Holy 好吗？

我顿时觉得我好让人讨厌
对不起了大家 >.<

kao shi 期间做了一个梦
梦见我终于可以和他讲很多话了
可是
我老是看见有人在瞪我
是 她
是我的第六感吗？
每次现实生活中看见她
总觉得她很bu shuang我
很想和她 做朋友
可是好像不受人家欢迎hor.. >.<

我又觉得我很死灿烂打耶
又对不起大家了

看见他
我能做什么
只能暗地里
偷偷地哭泣

一年半过去了
还是喜欢着他　x)
何时会放弃他？
不同班的时候吗?

让我沉淀的一首歌

这首歌听了很舒服哦 ^^
幸福相拥不想说再见
终极三国里的插曲
要奋战了..大家加油!!!! xD
老师特地调换男生们的位子＝　＝
我坐后面..好开心啊~
我可以有勇气应付考试了～

统考预试大家加油～