我看见了现在的自己..
我看见了四周围.
我变了..
我变得整天只会坐在位子上读书.
尤其是这整个礼拜..
我才发现我这整个礼拜真的很少讲话.
和每个人的关系越来越疏远了..
看见佩雯，以安，Holy她们老是在玩.
我却无法插进他们的谈话中了..
就连学会也是..
我真的变会以前的如了吗?
那只会静静地在角落旁看着别人玩吗?
好沮丧啊 >.<
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
变.Change
停下脚步.
我看见了现在的自己..
我看见了四周围.
我变了..
我变得整天只会坐在位子上读书.
尤其是这整个礼拜..
我才发现我这整个礼拜真的很少讲话.
和每个人的关系越来越疏远了..
看见佩雯，以安，Holy她们老是在玩.
我却无法插进他们的谈话中了..
就连学会也是..
我真的变会以前的如了吗?
那只会静静地在角落旁看着别人玩吗?
我看见了现在的自己..
我看见了四周围.
我变了..
我变得整天只会坐在位子上读书.
尤其是这整个礼拜..
我才发现我这整个礼拜真的很少讲话.
和每个人的关系越来越疏远了..
看见佩雯，以安，Holy她们老是在玩.
我却无法插进他们的谈话中了..
就连学会也是..
我真的变会以前的如了吗?
那只会静静地在角落旁看着别人玩吗?
Monday, July 20, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
sob.
sob.sob.sob.
glup.glup.glup.
blup.blup.blup.
felt like drowning in the water.
hardly to breathe.hardly to move.
i am trying to make myself swim in the water.
but it seems difficult for me to do it.
keep struggling to make myself free from this water.
but it seems hard for me to do it.
i hope i can escape from this deep lake now.
and i hope i can stand on that peaceful land for once more.
"Calm Down" i said to myself.
all i can see now is nothing.
there's nothing i can see,
i can touch,
i can grab.
there's nothing.
i can feel the coldness surroundings me.
i can hear the dark calling me.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!"
that's what i tried to yell in the water.
but there's no sound coming out from my mouth.
only bubbles.
i look up to the surface of the water.
i can see the sunlight is trying to rescue me.
trying to pull me out from this lake.
Making me feel warm, i try to raise my hand out of the water.
finding something that i can hold on it.
at last.i found something
i hold it tightly.
oh!
i can breathe again.
i breathe in the air as much as i can.
this is the first time i smell that the air is fulled of sweetness.
the sweetness i ever had
=)
lol.i dunno wad am i writing.
jus to release my stress.
and sry for my grammar mistakes. >.<
if there's any grammar mistakes, remember to tell me.=]
glup.glup.glup.
blup.blup.blup.
felt like drowning in the water.
hardly to breathe.hardly to move.
i am trying to make myself swim in the water.
but it seems difficult for me to do it.
keep struggling to make myself free from this water.
but it seems hard for me to do it.
i hope i can escape from this deep lake now.
and i hope i can stand on that peaceful land for once more.
"Calm Down" i said to myself.
all i can see now is nothing.
there's nothing i can see,
i can touch,
i can grab.
there's nothing.
i can feel the coldness surroundings me.
i can hear the dark calling me.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!"
that's what i tried to yell in the water.
but there's no sound coming out from my mouth.
only bubbles.
i look up to the surface of the water.
i can see the sunlight is trying to rescue me.
trying to pull me out from this lake.
Making me feel warm, i try to raise my hand out of the water.
finding something that i can hold on it.
at last.i found something
i hold it tightly.
oh!
i can breathe again.
i breathe in the air as much as i can.
this is the first time i smell that the air is fulled of sweetness.
the sweetness i ever had
=)
lol.i dunno wad am i writing.
jus to release my stress.
and sry for my grammar mistakes. >.<
if there's any grammar mistakes, remember to tell me.=]
everybody.
gah yews in exam yar ^^
gah yews in exam yar ^^
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
我要做小生意咯 x)
呼啦～
老爹从中国回来了～
不懂他是太高兴还是什么的
回来时行李竟然过重..罚了500人民币..
真的好..无言
不过最大原因还是因为他帮我买了一大堆的食物模型回来啦
那边不懂花了好几百块人民币啊。
现在我要卖了..做小本生意..xD
你们有谁要买吗? 保证很可爱.xD
有甜点，面包，面类，donught,蛋糕..
还有很多很多..还有类似巫毒娃娃的吊饰品,在中国很出名的哦
等我拍了照片放上来给你们看 x)
老爹从中国回来了～
不懂他是太高兴还是什么的
回来时行李竟然过重..罚了500人民币..
真的好..无言
不过最大原因还是因为他帮我买了一大堆的食物模型回来啦
那边不懂花了好几百块人民币啊。
现在我要卖了..做小本生意..xD
你们有谁要买吗? 保证很可爱.xD
有甜点，面包，面类，donught,蛋糕..
还有很多很多..还有类似巫毒娃娃的吊饰品,在中国很出名的哦
等我拍了照片放上来给你们看 x)
Saturday, July 11, 2009
lol.
this week quite lazy to update..xD
feel sleepy whole week..
lolz.
d drama a..
we had tried our best.
and we had a wonderful memory.^^
not same as las year
this time most of our group members are from 3 zhong
only me and alvin are from 3 xiao n perng from 3 ren
pity us..xD
but last, we all play together.xD mixed up with everybody..
and.thanks to papa
he went to china ler.
he spent a lot at there and i only knew tht he spent much on buying some investment for me to do small business
OMG.. so touched!!!!
important news...
i m going to check my throat tomoro..
or maybe should say is scan my throat
caz there's something weird under my cheek..
有块东西肿起来..
在这边难解释..对不起啊>.<
一就是喉咙发炎，二就是癌症..
天哪..我还有好多事没做..请让我活久一点啊~
好担心.. >.<
feel sleepy whole week..
lolz.
d drama a..
we had tried our best.
and we had a wonderful memory.^^
not same as las year
this time most of our group members are from 3 zhong
only me and alvin are from 3 xiao n perng from 3 ren
pity us..xD
but last, we all play together.xD mixed up with everybody..
and.thanks to papa
he went to china ler.
he spent a lot at there and i only knew tht he spent much on buying some investment for me to do small business
OMG.. so touched!!!!
important news...
i m going to check my throat tomoro..
or maybe should say is scan my throat
caz there's something weird under my cheek..
有块东西肿起来..
在这边难解释..对不起啊>.<
一就是喉咙发炎，二就是癌症..
天哪..我还有好多事没做..请让我活久一点啊~
好担心.. >.<
Friday, July 3, 2009
今天的心情
好烂..真的好烂..
我最近发现了好多事..
好多我自己都觉得好烂的事
为什么我的人缘关系越来越差?
为什么越来越少讲话?
越来越被其他人忽视..
那个东西..都有每个人的名字..
唯独我的..
我的..被忽视了..
为什么? 我想和大家熟起来而所作出的努力所换来的结果就是这样吗?
我真的有那么烂吗???!!!
为什么会这样?我真的好沮丧
我想让大家知道我的存在..看来好像失败了..
我一定要独自一人吗?
我可以不要吗?
在学会,学校都变这样了..
有人可以告诉我犯了什么错吗?
我真的好烂..好沮丧..好烦..
我最近发现了好多事..
好多我自己都觉得好烂的事
为什么我的人缘关系越来越差?
为什么越来越少讲话?
越来越被其他人忽视..
那个东西..都有每个人的名字..
唯独我的..
我的..被忽视了..
为什么? 我想和大家熟起来而所作出的努力所换来的结果就是这样吗?
我真的有那么烂吗???!!!
为什么会这样?我真的好沮丧
我想让大家知道我的存在..看来好像失败了..
我一定要独自一人吗?
我可以不要吗?
在学会,学校都变这样了..
有人可以告诉我犯了什么错吗?
我真的好烂..好沮丧..好烦..
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
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