Saturday, July 18, 2009

sob.

sob.sob.sob.
glup.glup.glup.
blup.blup.blup.
felt like drowning in the water.
hardly to breathe.hardly to move.
i am trying to make myself swim in the water.
but it seems difficult for me to do it.
keep struggling to make myself free from this water.
but it seems hard for me to do it.
i hope i can escape from this deep lake now.
and i hope i can stand on that peaceful land for once more.
"Calm Down" i said to myself.
all i can see now is nothing.
there's nothing i can see,
i can touch,
i can grab.
there's nothing.
i can feel the coldness surroundings me.
i can hear the dark calling me.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!"
that's what i tried to yell in the water.
but there's no sound coming out from my mouth.
only bubbles.
i look up to the surface of the water.
i can see the sunlight is trying to rescue me.
trying to pull me out from this lake.
Making me feel warm, i try to raise my hand out of the water.
finding something that i can hold on it.
at last.i found something
i hold it tightly.
oh!
i can breathe again.
i breathe in the air as much as i can.
this is the first time i smell that the air is fulled of sweetness.
the sweetness i ever had





=)
lol.i dunno wad am i writing.
jus to release my stress.
and sry for my grammar mistakes. >.<
if there's any grammar mistakes, remember to tell me.=]


everybody.
gah yews in exam yar ^^

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

我要做小生意咯 x)

呼啦~
老爹从中国回来了~
不懂他是太高兴还是什么的
回来时行李竟然过重..罚了500人民币..
真的好..无言
不过最大原因还是因为他帮我买了一大堆的食物模型回来啦
那边不懂花了好几百块人民币啊。
现在我要卖了..做小本生意..xD
你们有谁要买吗? 保证很可爱.xD
有甜点,面包,面类,donught,蛋糕..
还有很多很多..还有类似巫毒娃娃的吊饰品,在中国很出名的哦
等我拍了照片放上来给你们看 x)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

lol.

this week quite lazy to update..xD
feel sleepy whole week..
lolz.
d drama a..
we had tried our best.
and we had a wonderful memory.^^
not same as las year
this time most of our group members are from 3 zhong
only me and alvin are from 3 xiao n perng from 3 ren
pity us..xD
but last, we all play together.xD mixed up with everybody..
and.thanks to papa
he went to china ler.
he spent a lot at there and i only knew tht he spent much on buying some investment for me to do small business
OMG.. so touched!!!!
important news...
i m going to check my throat tomoro..
or maybe should say is scan my throat
caz there's something weird under my cheek..
有块东西肿起来..
在这边难解释..对不起啊>.<
一就是喉咙发炎,二就是癌症..
天哪..我还有好多事没做..请让我活久一点啊~
好担心.. >.<

Friday, July 3, 2009

今天的心情

好烂..真的好烂..
我最近发现了好多事..
好多我自己都觉得好烂的事
为什么我的人缘关系越来越差?
为什么越来越少讲话?
越来越被其他人忽视..
那个东西..都有每个人的名字..
唯独我的..
我的..被忽视了..
为什么? 我想和大家熟起来而所作出的努力所换来的结果就是这样吗?
我真的有那么烂吗???!!!
为什么会这样?我真的好沮丧
我想让大家知道我的存在..看来好像失败了..
我一定要独自一人吗?
我可以不要吗?
在学会,学校都变这样了..
有人可以告诉我犯了什么错吗?
我真的好烂..好沮丧..好烦..

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

纯碎无聊吧了 >.<




呵呵..我真的很无聊。。
对着电脑不懂要干嘛..
所以..随便在网上做了这些.. = =

快乐的定义?

美國一位神學教授約翰鮑威爾做過最佳的詮釋:

快樂不能直接追求得到,它像是難以捉摸的蝴蝶,

你把心思和努力放在別的成就上,這隻蝴蝶自然會飞來,停在你的肩上!

也許忘記快樂,把快樂當成是副產品,你會更容易擁有快樂!





*我只想知道..你们现在快乐吗?^^ *

爱是什么?

爱是一种感受,

即使痛苦也会觉得甜蜜!

爱是一种体会,

即使心碎也会觉得幸福!

爱是一种经历,

即使破碎也会觉得美丽!

爱是一种勇气,

需要一种不怕痛的勇气!

于是告诉自己

即使是飞蛾扑火也是一种美丽!